Dear Diary,
I was hesitant to write today. Let's just say I wrote a whole lot a few minutes ago, but thanks to the modern convenience of "backspace" it doesn't have to be "world news" anymore. Some thoughts are probably best kept at more discretion...The short version is that I do have a crush. But little can be done about said crush and truth is, I believe I deserve to be pursued. No matter what we have discovered about women's rights, or it simply being the 21st Century, I will not pursue a man. That's his job.
I have also mentioned before that initiative is something I desire in a man. The ability to make decisions and act on those decisions. And it is generally acknowledged that I have a hard time making decisions. So this fact was pointed out quite nicely to me while enjoying another old-fashioned game of MASH. The one pointing it out stated that the game was infantile. He stated that women to a degree probably accept the outcome with a certain element of belief. Men on the other hand do not rely on such devices in order to decide what they want. They simply think, "Ah. I think I'll live in this state, with this girl and drive this car to this job."
Interesting. I must say that while I enjoy the game and of course want it to come out to my liking, I do not place large sums of money on the veracity of its results. However, in some peculiar way, I probably do turn to similar devices in my decision making process. Does that make sense?
Will MASH or the Magic 8-ball tell me what tomorrow holds?...
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