Dear Diary,
I have read a truckload of those dating books lately. I've learned how to not be that girl. I've perused the "rules," and kept track of how to "win him over." Right now, I'm reading one that isn't necessarily a dating book. It's just a book about how guys should be guys. It was enlightening at first. Now it's kind of irritating. To a certain extent I agree that guys need to face challenge and they need danger and battles and whatnot. Ok. But not to the exclusion of morality. I think this author likes to give men excuses for their behavior. So, to add to my list of what I want? Yes, I want a man willing to face danger. But also one willing to be a "gentleman" at times. He doesn't have to be a caveman ALL of the time. Though to be honest I think that's one characteristic that draws me in. The caveman type...
The particular fella I'm thinkin about tonight doesn't necessarily have the caveman quality in him, but maybe more of a "ninja" quality. He's been on the radar for a long time, this guy. Today, he's back in my thoughts. Kinda ridiculous that it's been this long and he's still there, but it is what it is. I have not been in the mood for being "prepared" at every moment lately but at word from him, I'm ready to go for a run and make sure I am prepared.
And those guys on that website keep emailing. I'm trying to stay open to the idea, but neither one has swept me off my feet yet. I have heard the advice of just not thinking about it. Not focusing so much on finding someone. That perhaps that's when it comes along. So today I focused on the study of modern-day spiritual gifts theology. What do ya think? Good distraction? lol...
I wonder what tomorrow holds...
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