Dear Diary,
I just don't have much to pontificate about tonight. Stresses are mounting, and life is rolling along. There's no news on what makes me single or what might cure such a situation. Sometimes, I feel very frank about the whole thing. I am single. No games, no books, no forced circumstance is going to really make the difference. Sometimes it seems like it's just a waiting game. Waiting for someone to walk in my life. And sometimes, I'd rather wait in the comfort of my own home. Perhaps the UPS guy will drop by. But waiting at home, does very little unless someone sends the UPS man to my door.
Mostly though, tonight, I'm not even awake enough to believe it matters too much at the moment. Either way, I am loved by many people. And a spouse can't cure my problems. (Though he might be able to help shoulder some of them...)
Anyway, we'll see what tomorrow holds...
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