Dear Diary,
Today, I decided it was time to get closure with Radar. So on my way to work this morning, I penned the letter in my head:
'I would have called,' I would write, 'but you never have your phone on.' Which is true.
'The thing is that I'm never sure if the door is closed with us. And perhaps we need to figure that out,' I would continue. So after school, I sat down at my computer, opened the 'compose message' link on my email and began to write:
'Hey! Seen any good movies lately? I'm headed to the movies tonight. Probably going to see The Princess and the Frog...' and on I went, never saying a word about doors or making decisions, or giving excuses about him never having his phone on.
I have days where I decide I need the closure. But when it comes down to getting such closure, I recoil, thinking it's a momentary bout of weakness.
We'll see what tomorrow holds...
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